次按上级的时候

老徐从100走到了14

跌幅达到86%

8月17号报复性反谈后

又从14走到了250

涨幅达到1786%

次按下级开演

又从250走到现在的60

生活太刺激

人生太冲动

老徐只有一棵小小的心脏

年代不一样 耍的东西也不一样

想当年打CS 1.5打狙击要打出KSHARP那种感觉

那年跟胖子居然还去参加了WCG比赛 LOL

WOW的年代当时的梦想是录一盘PAT那种PVP录象

天天把WE ARE WARRIORS这首歌高唱3遍..

现在老徐只想大喊

 

in year of 1997, the most glorious year in my life.

i was ranked 6th in my elemental graduation test and stepped into #7 middle school, the best high school in chengdu,

at the same year, my parents both promoted

and Hong Kong went back to china,

too much happiness small from my family up to my country.

 

in year of 2007, 10 years after,

i thought it would be on the same loop again, glorious and too much happiness.

i found the job i really love to ,

i found i could feed myself without asking money from my parents, and live with a much better life

and i found the one i am falling in love with,

she showed up at the time i was totally lost my mind in financial market,

with her full support, i quit my old real-estate job and do a full time financial market trader, i achieved my 1st barrel of gold - one fukin million.

i thought 2007 is as great as 1997, decent job, decent income and the girl i love.

 

the turning point is PetroChina went back to china,

everything just changed dramatically,

in 2 weeks, i lost almost 75% of all my investments,

in 3 months, she broke up with me and left me alone,

by the time of Nov.19th.

i got no job

i got no income

i got no one to love.

what i have is fearless when i have nothing to lose.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

煎熬的一周终于熬到了星期五
2个星期的煎熬让我仿佛过了1年的时间
人在苦难的时候总能快速的成长起来
这种感觉跟大四要毕业的忙碌好象又不大一样
早上起来坐到花园头要把ADAM SMITH的国富论读个把小时哈 把以前带者投机行为去考试留下的遗憾的弥补起来
下午可以耍哈英文版的CIV4之后再看哈国学的一些经典三略六韬之类的
晚上一边看DOW JONES新闻一边抽烟
WELL 抽烟也成了老徐的爱好了
其实生活应该过的更活力一些 更象年轻人一些

好多人看到我MSN后头有个PMA 问我是啥子

PMA不是啥子CFA那种BIG NAME

PMA只是 Positive Mental Attitude的简写

告诉大家保持一个积极自信的心态的成功的几率要远远高出一个悲观消极的心态.

 

老徐既然耍的是权证

在可以翻几倍的同时

也有跌成几分之一的风险

好多人带着只想赚不想输的心态进赌场最后肯定还是要输的精光走出来

庄家赢散户因为他严格执行他的数学模型 没有任何的情绪化的波动

好多散户看到跌就杀跌 看到涨就追涨

按照BUFFET的观点 这样能赚钱吗?

银子还不是被轮商没收了

老徐要跑赢那些NB的很的投行

最主要的 还是要个积极自信的PMA.

 

点起一跟烟 用23岁的身体支付53岁的心理.